It never ceases to amaze me how much our paths will venture down roads of great test or fling us obstacles just when our minds think we have it all sorted. A true blessing perhaps, a disguised gem to measure our capacity of living in the moment and letting go of control at the highest extent.
After a very thought out decision to go ahead with some localised radiation to alleviate pain I have encountered a month of hardship, very much unexpected! It seems my physical situation has again flung me a disguised opportunity to completely embrace the present. Where getting by can only be done by undeniably relinquishing complete surrender to the wrath of my healing body. The past month I have been unable to walk due to side effects of my treatment. I have been forced to embrace these physical limitations and experience emotions, grieving and healing at a whole new level, deeper than ever before.
A profound awareness has been strengthened that this journey I am on, this journey of life that we are all on will flux as it needs to to allow our needs to be met. We have to be open to it all, open in our hearts and minds, open to the universe, open to faith over fear.
As humans we may have moments where all is too overwhelming and the ego takes charge with question but it is vital to acknowledge and express this and let it go. Observe it all with non-judgement and let it all go so as to enable the true gifts of the universe to unravel, to enable and allow the messages of your body to flow.
Take some time to slow down, to tune in, to consider what you take for granted. What is your body telling you? What is the world guiding you towards? What are you feeling? Express it! Don’t deny it! Look for the lessons in each hurdle, find a place for acceptance of what is and learn all you possibly can whilst you are here.